trouble logging into one of my characters

I was roaming around apex of filth in a party as a member not leader and suddenly my game forze as if there was a massive lag spike and i was sent back to log in screen, so i tried logging in with the same character multiple times but after around 30 seconds load time i keep getting sent back to log in screen so after many attempts i tried using my other characters which worked perfectly fine with no issues, i tried logging in to the char that keeps getting booted another 30 times and the same thing happened except for 2 times where the game loaded but i was frozen in my place and after 20 seconds i was sent back to log in, my party member told me he saw me load into the map those times

i am using geforce now (streaming service) btw so anything along the lines of using a vpn or changing launcher perimeters or launching as administator wont work, ive tried logging in another 30 times but the same stuff keeps happening, either get booted or im frozen in place and botted after a few seconds, ive restarted the game 5 times by now